| every 20dec |
[Dec. 17th, 2010|11:28 pm] |
"Stock check of life
Where I was this time 2 years ago:
I was having block holiday when I decided to take a chance at Fight Club: The Chorus. I was contemplating on changing school, whether i'll get pass the entrance test, and sorting out all my fears with back up plans that I actually knew would fail me eventually. I met people who showed me how to learn to live and not exist. I decided to fuck it all and do it.
Where I am last year:
I am having holidays before the start of the second semester, which means i made it pass entrance test and already on my way to what i decided to do. I still have yet to touch waves but soon i will. And right now I should learn to want what I've got instead of getting what I want because i'm starting to take it all for granted. Gotta get a stronger determination and really get on the road to find myself but at the same time wish that the real being is a step ahead of me, so that i will never lose my purpose. It's been better, but i'm still in unrequited love. what passion what fuck. till i meet someone that makes me want to fuck it all and do it, without back up plan again."
Where I am this year:
I can't think of what to write, I guess I have not done anything better or greater. I'll give me 3 days to think, dig deep. |
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